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Well, I did this and he let me down gently. I'm singing this weekend with a friend of mine at a club. I invited him to come listen to us perform and he said that he was hanging with his brother, sisters and parents (even though at lunch he said he had no plans) So, there you have it! Now, I can move on!! :-) Wow, I see that I already said this in my above post. LOL!!

I think I just got the last bottle of this!! I can't wait to get it. When I was at the Marina yesterday, I was wishing for a "Tropical" scent. Sounds like this one is going to be wonderful!! Can't wait!

I got this scent as one of my samples, and after reading how many got headaches from it, I was a little skittish about trying it. I'm a girl who loves the vanilla and foody scents; however, I LOVE THIS ONE. After it dries down on me, I can still smell a little of the lotus but it's mainly a musky vanilla that ends up showing through. I love this!! This may end up being an FB for me before too long. And, my Supervisor seemed to like it. After, being my Supervisor (HAHA), he turned towards me and just kept me there to talk. I think I'm confusing the poor boy. I tested the waters with him today...got turned down but, I still see a glimpse of hope with him. He either really likes me or just the pheros. LOL!!

So, I tested the waters with him today. I'm going to be singing this weekend, with a friend at a club and I thought I would invite him to hear me sing. Well, at lunch time, he said he had no plans and then later when I invited him, he said that his family was still down visiting and would be hanging with them. So, I tested the waters and I think I can move on now. Boo hoo!! He really does send many mixed signals my way though. Ugh!

Because of the PMSing, I only thought I heard my Supervisor yell at me to come back. My Coworker said that he wanted me to come in and wondered why I left. OMG...I hate this time of the month. I was mad at my Supervisor for no reason and today, I got the cold shoulder. :-( Yeah, the phero fairy is on vacation at the moment. LOL!! Ugh....I miss my fun, loving, sexy Supervisor. LOL!!! Yeah, doesn't seem to be a Phero to help with this. Even BB doesn't work the way I would like. But, it does make me sleepy and want to check out a few hours. LOL

Hey Y'all!! Okay, I've looked all over for the answer to this and I'm sure it's posted somewhere! How often can you reapply the pheromones and cops? If the scent fades down to almost nothing, would that be a good indicator that I can reapply? At which point can one OD? Also, I am PMSing big time! Do the pheros react differently during PMS? I feel like I'm so off my game. The vibe has been really strange...no matter what I wear.

I think I need to put more on. It chilled me out for about an hour and then I started crying again. Yeah, that sign is definitely going on my door at work. I wonder if I can get away with it? LOL!!

I am an emotional wreck tonight. I started feeling the PMSing coming on at work and I felt like I could just start crying at any time. I hadn't started using my BB yet so I didn't have it with me. I could have really used this at work. At one point, my Supervisor (the one I really like) and one of my Coworkers was in a heated discussion. When I saw them, I turned around and left. When my Supervisor saw me, he yelled, "We are having a work related discussion. Come back!!" In that moment, all lust was out the window for him. LOL!! A few minutes later, he came in my office and said, "Were you wanting to talk to me or him? I was so pissed that I said, "I don't want to talk to either of you...get out!!" Yep, I said this to my crush. He has two Sisters so I hope he figures this one out. LOL!! So, I just practically drenched myself in BB. I'm started to feel a little calmer but, I'm not 100% yet!! I guess this will have to be my Pheromone of choice tomorrow. That and shutting my door and writing a note on it that says, ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!! LOL

On Easter weekend, I used Popularity Potion (covered with yummy Lick of Cream) for going to my Step-Sister's House. My Step Sister always invites me to all the functions; however, she never speaks to me much or if I initiate conversation with her, she finds something better to do. Well, I have to say, Easter was so awesome this year!! My Step Sister never stopped talking to me!! You would have thought we grew up together and that we were best friends. Then, her Brother-In-Law gave me the best neck massage and was incredibly chatty with me. My Step Father said, "Wow, you sure are popular with my Family this year!" Yep, Popular is the right word. I'm so hooked on this now!

I love how positive y'all are!! Really!! I'm so bummed right now. But, on the bright side, if I get that job, he'll no longer be my Boss. On the not-so-bright side, I'll be on the other side of the pond as far away as possible from him. Yeah, I'm starting to feel a little empty inside too. :-( I think I know how he was feeling now. I'm such a dork!

I am so intrigued by this one!! I'm getting ready for another order!! :-)

Wow, I think I'm going to have to get one of those for the guy I really like at work. I tried Cougar today...didn't work on him.

I tried Cougar today...not much reaction. However, my Supervisor did keep on finding ways for me to be near him. He was work/play/work/play/work. So confusing. Then, he told me that my dream job was open again. I got pretty excited about it but, he got very depressed. At one point I think he mumbled, "Why do I have to be your Supervisor?" I asked him to repeat but he wouldn't. Then, I told him that I would have to give away my boat if I got that job and moved overseas and he said, "Again? Why....As your Supervisor, I want that boat but there is no way that I would be able to take it. Government rules suck. I hate my job...I feel empty inside." Whooaaaa!!! Not sure what was going on there!! Very strange!! Can Cougar make someone depressed?

OMG.....just looked up Hungry Heart. I think I would love this one!! Dangit....I want them all!!! LOL

Yes, I'm really learning the Pheromones and when to use each. I love my arsenal and can't wait to get more. Thanks....I decided that my LPs needed their own little glass shelf because they are just too pretty and precious. LOL

I think this is exactly what is happening for me. Since I've been on the Pheros, I have lost 6 lbs!! I guess I really am a stress eater and I'm not quite as stressed when wearing my LP's!

OMG...I just got back from Vegas and Easter at my Step-Sister's house and the first thing I did was read where I left off. I'm laughing so hard.... So, I must get him fired or at least promoted? LMAO!! Promoted sounds great...but, I have to make sure that he gets promoted to another location not too far from me. LOL!! Otherwise, then, I'll just miss him and possibly lose the best Supervisor I've ever had. LOL!! Vegas was awesome because it took my mind off the Supervisor and my Co-workers mind off her nasty divorce. Once I got back from Vegas, I went to my Step Sisters for Easter, which I used to dread because she never talked to me much. Well, are you ready for this? I decided to wear PP with Lick of Cream to her house and OMG, she never stopped talking to me and she acted like we were the best sisters ever!! Then, her brother in law wouldn't stop talking to me either. My Step Father actually said, "Gee, you are awfully popular today!" I giggled because he said...Popular and I and thought..yep, that's what I wore!! I'm still not sure how all this works but all I know is that I'm loving it all!! Great weekend!! Now, back to my regular scheduled programming!! LOL!!

This is so true. Because of him, I really did start paying more attention to how I was dressing and how I looked. It's paying off in so many ways. I love having him as my "flirt friend" and I love that first moment of the day when our eyes meet and we just stare at each other. It seems like we are always finding reasons to be with each other in the office....even if he is just pretending to be interested in and teasing me about my work. I guess we need to look the part of Supervisor/Subordinate if someone walks in. LOL And, because of him, I'm interested in dating again and I'm finding so many guys HOT right now. I guess you can say that he woke me up and the LP's...sealed it for me. LOL!!

So, I think I've come to the conclusion that nothing is going to happen...except for the flirting. But, it's fun!! Today, I dressed up in a fancy, sexy, but appropriate suit and when he saw me, he said, "OMG....fancy!!" He just stood next to me for the longest time and couldn't stop looking at me and smiling. He was so freakin' adorable that I couldn't stand it.

No progress today...bad day. Ugh!!

I'm not the aggressor and when I have tried to be in the past, it didn't suit me very well. I like the guy to be the aggressor and don't think the mad passionate Government worker, across the desk sex, hasn't entered my mind." LMAO!! Seriously made me laugh!!

OMG...this so inspires me. I love it!!

I'm doing the LAM and well, let's just say that it's working!! Oh, yes...it's working!! I'm not being very subtle either. I still don't know how to make the first move but I know he's into me. I can tell it. Today, I was getting on the elevator and I thought, if that door opens and he comes out of it, I'm going to freak out. Well...guess what happened, the door opened and he was standing there. It was so strange I just looked at him and started walking away....it was almost like I couldn't believe he was there. (I felt like I was having an out of body experience) He said, "Wait....what kind of greeting is this?" I swear, I felt like I was going to spontaneously combust!! I couldn't hide!! LOL!! WTH? I wanted to greet him but we really keep running into each other like this. It's so strange. But, I love it..not sure what happened to me at that moment. It's like he's a magnet. So, we walked into the office together and went our separate ways. He told me to come down to his office later so we could talk. So, after a few meetings, I went for my daily dose of chocolate into one of the Supervisor's office's and he was in there with the other Supervisor. They both emphatically waved for me to come in. The other Supervisor was telling my Supervisor how valuable I am and my Supervisor just kept agreeing and looking me up and down. I felt so beautiful at that moment. His eyes were dilated and he was staring. He told me not to forget to come to his office. So, about an hour later, I went to his office and he asked me about one of my programs and then, he told me to sit down....enough with work! LOL!! Then something else happened, he wanted me to pull my chair around to him and sit next to him. Again, WTH? I didn't do it. But, he put his feet up on his desk, put his hands behind his head, bit his lower lip and winked at me. I thought I was going to lose it....but, I got wet!! OMG......seriously!! It happened at work!! OMFG!!! I told him what happened at the elevator and he said that explained my look of surprise and that he really liked my explanation. I told him that he seem like a magnet lately and that I kept getting drawn to him. He then teased how he was going to have to sneak up the stairs for now on so we can get some work done. Then, one of our coworkers walked in and said, "Hey, why are you guys sitting in the dark." OMG...I didn't realize that we were!! We immediately started talking business again and then he said, "Let's go to your office to check out that workbook." We got to my office and all he could talk about was the gorgeous view my office had. Then, someone else came to get him. I think we may be getting close but I'm not sure just how close yet. One of my coworkers asked why I looked so beautiful everyday and wanted to know if there was a guy that I was dressing up for. I told her that I was just working out and feeling great about myself. LAM is a hit at the office. I'm so happy on LAM and everyone around me is Happy!! Geez, who needs drugs when you have LP's!! OMG...I'm so thankful for this stuff. So, what do you think happened to me? Why did I freeze twice but yet, I opened up to him at the same time?

Since I have been on this LP Pheromone journey, I have noticed that I am not craving chocolate as much nor am I eating as much!! Is this an added benefit to the wearer of Pheromones? I feel so much better, energetic and absolutely feminine since wearing LP!! Seriously, it's like therapy in a bottle. Today, I even went to work out!! I feel like I can conquer anything that's thrown at me right now! Loving Life and my New found LP's!!!

In fantasy or reality? LOL!!! Seriously, I just want him to ask me out... outside of work.