Chaos Angel

On 10/3/2018 at 9:48 PM, Eastwood22 said:

Scented Balm Bomb really is the bomb. A Calm Bomb. It's saved me from being a craxy bitch on a roll to being a perfectly reasonable and possibly even gracious person these past few days. I have been fogging the hell out of myself, literally.

Fortunately I fogged myself again today before I had to stop what I was doing to run home to get my daughter's clarinet for her dad, and before I went back to work. I have one student who likes to sing the last word of every sentence that I say. I wouldn't mind so much if I didn't need to manage him and his other odd behaviors (he has some situations), I need the space to be comfortable and relaxing for everyone. By the end of class, I was softening up towards him more than I usually do. 

I feel like I got a ton of hits off the Scented Balm Bomb today. People were just nice and wanted to be helpful. One man seemed to run towards me from across the parking lot, he said that he was worried that I had a ticket on my windshield. (It was a parking pass.) A girl in the super market smiled at me like she knew me and was happy to see me, almost like she had been standing there, waiting for me to arrive. I wouldn't exactly call it DIHL, but multiple guys in line at the pharmacy were just standing there in line, watching me leave, not thinking to hide it. I mean, they're in line at the pharmacy, not much to do, but there were plenty of other characters to look at, and aren't we all supposed to be looking down at our phones? And I guess I got in on the action, too, when I saw a woman kind of waving her phone around, up, down, all around. I walked right over and asked, "What's going on over here?" She was trying to take a selfie for her sister that needed to have her bag in it, so I just did it for her. Humans shouldn't have to take selfies if there are other humans available. I've never worn Balm Bomb out and about, but everyone seems to respond positively. I've only worn it at home previously, that's definately changing now! 

Crazy bitch on a roll omgoddess yes! Haha 

 

I like how you said Gracious- I get that vibe from this. I haven’t been in public with it on, but I get that from it for sure. 

 

Yeah really on the selfie thing! I took photos for people at Makers Faire, and I had a lot more trouble than I should have finding people to get a pic of myself. I found them, but still didn’t get all the pics I liked. Not a big deal. 

Should have worn O/W or something I bet it would have been so different! Ooooo no MLH for photo help! Yes that’s it!  

 

Wanted to add I've always wanted to have a daughter and name her Grace. Another prayer that may be answered with the help of pheros!  #Truth ha.

Upon first application:

I was shaking, and after a big whiff of it I immediately stopped shaking, and I became clearer, but It’s a different clear than I get with Mega Watt. Mega Watt seems very intense for me- a clear Intense.

I really like this clear feeling. A feel good clarity/grounded/connected. 

 

Then after more inhaling ha, and just a few minutes, my Solar plexus opened, and everything dropped thankthelordy! 

 

Ive been in an almost constant battle this past year with keeping myself connected. My chakras want to close right down yes they do.

 

So I can’t thank you (Mara, lpmp) enough for this- I don’t know if someone has suggested this before, but perhaps this would be useful with meditation? I know after that experience with my solar plexus opening I will be using it, and quite possibly recommending it to others for the same purpose. 

Could you imagine? lol Balm Baby’s at all the hottest yoga/meditation spots. 

The retreat centers new secret? Balm Baby!

 

A few more minutes in and I am breathing deeper. SO very much needed. 

I feel a lot more calm as though 1/2 the weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Mara over here answering prayers through her joy. 

 

Im going to describe this as:  Comfort, reading a book by a fireplace, with a nice tea. 

Letting go.

When you’re going to go sleep, and it’s somewhere that feels very safe. 

You are in comfy blanket- world very much still right outside door, but you are in blanket of cozy. 

 

Gosh now im comparing this MLH Variant another new favorite of mine. MLH is more get stuff done, and be nice to me as I’m nice to you mother/authoritative comfort.

 

Balm Baby is “I am the comfort, and am comforted” more specifically the loving squishy if you’re talking about me  

 

I am not into this scent at all, but I have Pillow Stuffing coming when I place my next order. I was thinking if I loved it I could maybe do a FB with BB added. I think I am also getting the moonahe daydream trial/bb.

 

After having it on a good while now I feel similar to if I’ve had a great bodywork session. Relaxation, it’s very wonderful. 

Reminds me of Reconnection, then a happy nourishing dinner, and safe comfortable sleep. 

 

I feel like if Audacious is my conceptual mind- Balm Baby is my higher self. 

 

In the past I would have perhaps said that LFM or LFN was closest to feeling like myself, but I feel like baby balm is my true self/higher self/whatever whereas lfn or Lfm is more my self in this world, similar to Audacious without all the pep. 

 

Im so ungodly deep/intense already it’s like lfn is a shot of ‘let’s see how deep we can go ha  simply much to much. 

 

Audacious feels much more balanced/congruent though on steroids as well- it’s in a fun way- not a to deep way like with LFN.

 

Im so thankful I have this healthy hobby back in my life   And you guys are here!  YaY!

I’m super stoked for my order to come today. 

I ordered a FB of Universal Antidote, last  (sooooo wonderful I wanted a FB) of   Tsunonme, So thankful to be getting to try a trial Balm Bomb finally, and Trial of Elementary Ch6 B2.2.

 

Also got another Trial of Anti Piggy. Still trying to figure this one out. 

 

Going to put on Balm Balm as soon as package arrives! 

 

Im waiting on my invoice, but am hoping to get it by Monday, so I can order the new releases Monday.

Tried Anti Piggy Mega Watt again today. Every time I try it I swear I get a different sort of reaction. 

 

Could anyone help? Does anyone else use this that could let me know about how much? 

I know everyone is different, but similar to how a lot of people only do smaller amounts of Dom like I do. I think maybe I’m using to much. 

At first I got Clarity and a sort of focus. 

 

Has anyone had an experience with Mega Watt of it seeming to make you just think in circles? Focused circles? If you have to much? 

 

I used a rather small amount. Next time I will try even less, maybe the same amount I would use of Dom. I just love the scent so much. 

 

I have ave not done Audacious with Levitation yet, but I did do Rainbow Mango/Levitation with Occo Pineapple. It was good times, and I totally got the levitation feeling!!! I wasn’t expecting it in such a literal way :) 

I am still experimenting with Audacious I generally love it, but there was a couple times I didn’t get much in the way of selfies. 

 

Wondering if I added levitation do you think I would end up leaving the building happily levitating on my guitar, or end up in an OD partybummer corner? Ha

 

Thanks! 

 

On a side note: I still have not figured out my sweet spot with Anti piggy - mega watt. If anyone reading this has also tried it, or similar how much do you use? 

 

Not it sure if I’m putting to much, to little, or maybe not for me. It just smells so wonderful. 

I think I may FB this one. I didn’t realize it was a variant of the regular MLH. 

Everytime I try the Goblin Tamer I swear I want coffee, and to start cleaning or something. This version has quickly become one of my favorite new (to me) blends. I hope there’s a FB left when I place my next order.

45 minutes ago, halo0073 said:

I’m being very careful with MM since Dom flips my bitch switch in a really huge major way. I want to SLATHER it everywhere, but I’m scurred. So I have just done a little drop on my hand so I can wash it off if I start feeling crazy. I’m purposely testing while I’m alone in the middle of the day. Holy shit though does it ever smell amazing. I love a good dark coffee scent but usually they have a resin or something I don’t like in them as well. Not Mistress Mine! I like all the notes! The coffee and espresso are dark and rich and true. The leather is a great compliment. Leather can overwhelm a scent pretty quickly on me often but here the other dark notes hold it in check. The honey is barely there for me just as it should be, just enough to add to the sexiness but it doesn’t overwhelm. The chocolate and amber are intermingled with the dark rich coffee so that they add to the depth and warmness of the scent but in no way do they take away anything from the coffee. The Musk is more of a feeling than something I can actively pick out, and the feeling is languid sex appeal. This does soften a bit over the dry down but it still always manages to feel dark and smoldering and rich and quintessentially sexy the whole time. If you like coffee scents even nominally then you must have Mistress Mine.

I love coffe scents! Coffee is my favorite ice cream flavor!  Sounds so good! Hopefully my order will arrive this week, and I’ll place my order for new releases next week. 

1 hour ago, Fang said:

i have had good results with compromising positions when worn and smelt on the neck!

I really need to try this one! 

47 minutes ago, Fang said:

no it's ok lol, was just wondering how you got to try it, as it says it was from 2014, didn't know you have been wearing pheros for soo long!

Oh! I happily received it as a sample in one of my recent orders. I first started using pheros etc. a good bit over a decade ago. 

 

I do have an old FB never opened of OCCO Ambrosia/w eow cops/ Added Popularity Potion. I don’t think I’ll ever use it. Down to trade or sell or give to someone. 

1 hour ago, Fang said:

nobody else ordered?

I’m still waiting on my current order was hoping to get by Friday, but I think will be shipped on Friday. Want to test out a couple new things before I make my next order, but  believeyoume ha :) I definitely will place it as soon as I have a good grasp on how the pheros (balm bomb-b2.2) affects me.

Im really hoping I’ll do well with balm bomb. I’m slightly worried about b2.2 since I’ve had some pretty wonky reactions to the men’s phero blends. Still going to enthusiastically try it out :D 

46 minutes ago, Fang said:

how did you manage to test this one?

I probably just put it on my wrists

 

I only used a small amount a couple times, and have the rest left if you want it  

Hi! I would like help with my Sexpionage. I don’t have the UN yet, I have it in Blud. I am trying to find my sweet spot. 

 

1. Could I get some examples of other people’s sweet spot with this one? I have it in Oil.

 

2. Today I noticed it seemed to help me feel clear, and a slight body temp raise. I tried a good sized strip around my wrist since I’m just testing this out alone for self effects. 

 

3. I thought sexpionage was one you probably definitely would not want to wear out and about, but I feel relatively normal with on (should I apply more?) I want to try it out in public, but pretty sure I probably shouldn’t, then I see where it seems like some do wear it socially.

For me BI is one I wouldn’t want to wear in public (even though I get the best hits) because it feels so sexual to me. I need to feel comfortable myself most importantly. 

 

Oh wow all these great reviews. I’m  going to put the same amount on my other wrist and see how it goes  

 

Update: After trying the good bit more on my other wrist I decided to just wash off. Still figuring out sweet spot, and self effects with this one. 

 

I just feel sort of calm, and maybe a bit more clearheaded. Maybe time of month too, so many variables.

 

I feel like with this one I need to be in the situation for it to sort of activate. I think just being alone with one is so incongruent with one SHOULD be doing with it on.... Yes Please  

 

What I learned from today is that I didn’t feel much of a difference from one swipe of it to two. 

 

It doesn’t feel sexual to me. BI feels sexual. This is more like stalking predator that is lying in calm wait.... Once the victim arrives.... Blud/sexpinoage activate! Ha  and the victim I’m sure would be oh so happy to be on the other end of that grrrr

 

I put on Goblin Tamer and now I feel like I want a coffee and to get some things done in the living area.

How did I not review this one. 

I enjoy it! I get the chocolate and I think amber at first, then the berries. If I put my lil nosey right up to it- I can detect the Mulberry, and Elderberry  (My two favorite berries!) Yum

I definitely see this being great with meditation. I like the scent of this as it drifts by. 

I think maybe I will just stick with the woman’s or unisex from now on. 

The men’s are just so interesting 😒 

Oooo Mistress Mine~! I’m considering Pherotine SWS.

 

Trials of Medium, White Licorice, Purple Papal, Scribe, Cream Delizia, Sarong, Prisms, Goddess of the Blue Moon, Red Lace, Mistress Mine, Ascension, Pillow Stuffing, Special Delivery, 

 

I’m still finding my sweet spot with this one. My first time I used a little and noticed a very small shift.

 

I tried it today, and I just love the scent so much I put a lot more on than the first time. 

 

I felt very compelled to do something, but I just kept going in circles with my thoughts. 

I felt a bit like how if you have had to much coffee or similar. Sort of how I feel sometimes when my brain wakes up in the middle of the night and decides to be all focused, zero sleep happens usually until the next day.

Feels like overthinking. Help I’m a Virgo ha jk  

Felt like time went by so fast. 

Lots of thinking, but the get up and do things part I think went wonky. I think just used to much is all  

 

 I could also be being affected by another phero I put on earlier, but did my best to wash off. It soaked into my skin Legend/Charisma.

 

Next time will try an amount in the middle. 

Much better after dry down, but def on  man cologne/scent side to me. Not so much into it. Thank You for letting me try it! :) 

Oh I see! That’s why I couldn’t find it (focus) in store  

I’m giving Anti-Piggy/Mega Watt a good full test today. 

It smells amazing to me.

Very cool, I think I’m going to pherotine SWS when I get rich again  

 

I really don’t know how I am interpreted. I thought I was saw as a very friendly perhaps shy person (I don’t think I’m shy, but lots of people say I am) unless I’m grumpy or something ha  

 

Its when I ask people I always get similar: intense (maybe this comes from within This is the only one I really understand), aloof (which seems so weird to me because I feel like I notice E.V.E.R.YTHING which would make me think I’m very much there in the moment), Mysterious (I feel like I’m an open book?) 

 

I try to be lighthearted, funny, happy, wear my heart on my sleeve kinda lady. 

 

I definietly get the “Dumb Blonde”  I piss people off a lot, but it’s because of my honesty. I’m not makin sh** up. I will speak the truth before I will let someone try to get over on me depending on the situation of course I don’t want to end up dead, but I’m proud of all my scars, and speaking my truth. I didn’t have that luxury growing up. 

 

Oh wow that sounds so fun! I wanna go with is it an extra long scooter seat? I guess 3’d be a crowd ha  

 

Yes! It makes so much sense. 

I have Mega Watt on now. All I’m noticing so far is I feel a lil shakey as though my blood sugar is low (perhaps it is) and I feel like I could go do stuff or not, but like I need to, I’m compelled to at least do something. 

 

Which tells me me something as normally I’m more in the moment la dee da. 

 

SWS was much more serious. Authority. Doing *Important* stuff.

 

Mega Watt so far seems more like me, but with a strange compulsion to get something anything done? Yet, it could go either way, and it could be doing something fun just as much as *important. 

 

Maybe Mega Watt would be day to day and SWS would be work environment etc. must test more  

 

Thank You! 

 

Starting to feel a lil wonky like very lite anxiety. I think it’s that go do something feeling coming across as anxiety like if you have to much coffee/energy drink. 

I want to put a lot on because I love the scent, but next time I will try a little less and see how goes.

 

Update: I think have figured out my application amount. I actually needed more. 

 

If I wear less it seems to have a going in circles, compelling, focus to it? 

 

If I wear a lot more- I feel very creative. I have zero desire to any errands/cleaning that sort of thing.

 

I feel like I need to put my mind to something creative like artwork or a song, a book, using my hands etc. 

Ill definitely keep both my trials, and FB if any left when I can. 

 

I was thinking it was going to be more of a get up and get things done blend, but now I got it. (And it could be for me if the things to get done are creative things. For now I should wash it off as I need to do a lot of not so creative things ie housework. :/ :) 

Not into this scent, but I’m not a guy  

 

So check this out~! 

 

I tried a bit of Teddy BB, and not to long after I was so nauseated I felt like if I didn’t wash it off ASAP I was going to fully throw up. 

I felt better almost immediately after washing off. 

 

Today, I tried a very small amount (because of my experience with teddy bb) of Charisma/Legend and I felt strange immediately tingles or something my arms felt funny and the spot on my hand where I put the small amount was all red/itchy. 

 

I realize these are men’s pheros, and I am very much a woman.

I have never had this reaction from any phero/molecule etc. that I have tried in the past over a decade (though there were chunks of time I didn’t use any pheros/scents I go into forest creature mode ) Also realize it could be the scent ingredients.

 

I am so very curious about this~ if anyone has input. 

 

Update: Washed off an hour or so ago, and spot is no longer red/pink at all, but still a lil itchy? in that spot. I looked at the ingredients for this one, and I can see how those would possibly irritate my skin. Maybe it was just a lil to much for me.

Woohoo! It’s here it’s here! 🐷🍷🎉

Love the color/design. The scent is very manly I think- Maybe that’s the point smells like your hubby?  

 

Works fantastic! This is better for shaving, but because of the scent, once I am out- I will use the Cotton Candy Peach, or Grapefruit Tangerine Soap I have as they both would work for shaving- just not as much slip. 

 

If make another one with extra slip, but different scent, I’m down to purchase once mine is all used up  

Grapefruit Tangerine: This one is yummy too!

 

Also love Cotton Candy Peach

I have this in the Soap, and I love it! Wonderful scent.