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NEROLI ~ Sensuality, love, relieves tension & anxiety; quells apprehension, encourages a shy lover, confidence building. THISTLE ~ Wards off thieves, aids recuperation, courage, strength, protection, hex-breaking, healing. SAFFRON ~ Love, beauty, happiness, lust. Purification, healing, clairvoyance. VANILLA ~ Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust, vitalizing. KARU KAROUNDE ~ Love spells, aphrodisia. SANDALWOOD ~ Love, exotic, sensual atmospheric; aphrodisiac. Healing, spirituality, exorcism. MUSK ~ Self confidence and strength, sexual attractant, heightens passions and arousal. CEDAR ~ Confidence inducing, balancing, grounding, energizing, money, healing, protection, purification.

SWEET GRASS for group acceptance and popularity, draws people towards scent. BABY'S BREATH for innocence and vulnerability. GRASS for luck and protection OAK MOSS inspires nurturing and protective feelings in people, makes them treat you like an innocent babe. ZINNIA for friendship, innocence, affection. HONEYSUCKLE for generosity, bonds of love, protection. DAISY for gentleness, innocence, loyalty. POWDERED SUGAR for gentle sweetness, love and wishes.

RASPBERRY ~ Stamina, vigor. Love inducing, aids in pregnancy discomforts, protection. ALMOND ~ Fertility, stamina, masculine energy, business success, money, prosperity, wisdom, intuition, insight, talisman for successful and fertile marriage. MILK/BUTTER/CREAM ~ Nurturing, soothing, VANILLA ~ Vitality, Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust. REDWOOD ~ Protection, love, success, power. BALSAM ~ Fertility, purification, strength, rejuvenation, calming and soothing, healing, protection, money, long life. CLOVER ~ Protection, preservation of youth, fidelity. Healing, soothing, luck. PEAR ~ Love, lust, passion, longevity and luck.

Totem: Horse Throughout human history, the horse has served as a valuable companion and strong ally. The grace and stamina of Horse serves as example and reminder for our own efforts to emerge victorious in strife and honorable in conflict. Grant yourself the protective and powerful abilities of Horse with our totem tribute. The scented focus of coffee accords blended with friendly notes of hay, vetiver, rhubarb, and strawberries with a swirl of sweetened cream and walnut. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: HAY ~ Friendliness, fruitfulness. COFFEE ~ Focus, stamina, concentration, determination. RHUBARB ~ Protection, fidelity, willpower. VETIVER ~ Enhances perception of beauty. Love, sensuality, money, luck, hex-breaking. STRAWBERRY ~ Attraction, friendship, draws fortunate circumstances in all areas of your life. WALNUT ~Wishes granted, strengthens the heart, enhancement of mental powers. Dark earthly powers. SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted. CREAM ~ Nurturing, soothing, eases troubled relationships. Goddess energy.

The difference between Topper & straight DHEAS for me, is that the a-nol seems to balance out the DHEAS nicely for me. Otherwise DHEAS on it's own, or too much of it can kick my anxiety into high gear. I've always used humor to deal with my anxiety & resulting panic attacks, so I think the kick of happy that comes from a-nol tempers the DHEAS for me.

I love, love, love that you added goats! Funny story... my aunt & uncle raise dairy goats. My uncle has had goats since I was a teen, but he used to only have one or two of them then, & they were ORNERY! His goat named Diablo used to get in another uncle of mine's truck (that he had converted to a push button start) & start the dang truck! Anyway, when I was 18 he had another ornery goat named Easter that I used to keep at bay with a water gun because Easter would head butt the ever loving daylights out of you, if you weren't vigilant. My uncle decided to get some goats for milking & Easter's behavior completely changed. You see goats are smart & they're social creatures; if they don't have any of their own kind around to communicate with, they get bored & resort to messing with you to alleviate said boredom

I let my samples sit for quite a bit before I tried them & I really loved Vivid Violet. Can't remember off the top of my head, exactly what my favorite aspect was, but I liked that it was "purple" without going straight up dirty on me.

I finally got a pic sent off

Not sure what to advise you to do here. With pheros, I would definitely keep doing whatever works. Treasured Hearts is also great for tense situations with those that are close to us, for whatever reason. You may even try Open Windows, that always seemed to work on my soon to be ex-husband. If you want to go any other routes, let me know, & I can recommend some stuff for you. & Good Luck! I wasn't with my husband for as long (10 yrs), but we're going through a divorce right now & he is making it nasty. I completely empathize with you.

Crayons: Vivid Violet Much as the lovely blooms so delicate and soft, the shade between blue and purple was named for this famous flower and is one of the oldest colors known to civilization, symbolizing many passionate qualities in the visible spectrum. Velvety violet blossoms are the star of this show, framed by romantic vanilla and musk, a candied sprinkle of pink and powdered sugars, and glittering drops of grape, lemon and lime on top. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: VIOLET ~ Love, faithfulness, modesty; calming, balancing, healing, protection, draws luck & fortune, lust. VANILLA ~ Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust, vitalizing. SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted. MUSK ~ Self-confidence and strength, sexual attractant, heightens passions and arousal. LIME ~ Healing, love, protection. GRAPE ~ Fertility, increases mental prowess, money attracting.

Crayons: Vermillion Men love it when you're cinn-ful…those of you who have clamored for our sold-out Buns of Cinn fragrance, satisfy his sweet tooth with this delicious mix of five varieties of cinnamon swirled into buttery vanilla and hot-buttered cream, brown sugar, vanilla cream, a dash of oatmeal accord and topped with pecans. A mouthwatering lure for anyone who might be…hungry for your sweet buns! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: CINNAMON ~ Male sexual stimulation, passion, lust, healing, protection, energy, creativity, psychic powers. BUTTER, CREAM ~ Nurturing, soothing, eases troubled relationships. Goddess energy. VANILLA ~ Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust, vitalizing. SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted. PECAN ~ Money, employment, mental acuity. OATS ~ Prosperity, abundance, sustenance, money spells.

Crayons: Mountain Meadow Fresh as a field stretching before you, inviting you to run through the grass, feel the breeze rushing past so sweet and pure, the warm sun above and the cool earth below, this verdant scent is all growing things to restore and renew your spirit…clear mountain air and a sunlit meadow, a perfectly green moment in time: birch leaves, ferns and rice grass with a wildflower aura of freesia, honeysuckle, narcissus and waterlily. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: BIRCH LEAF ~ Symbolizes renewal and cleansing, birth, healing, Lunar energies, and protection. GRASSES ~ Wishes granted, enhances psychic powers, protection. FERN ~ Stamina, virility/fertility, sincerity, fascination, eternal youth, bestows confidence, riches, creates perimeter of protection, luck. Representative of ancient knowledge. FREESIA ~ Innocence, chastity, charm. HONEYSUCKLE ~ Bonds of love, generosity; attracts money, prosperity, clairvoyance, healing, creativity, protection. DAFFODIL ~ Regard, sympathy and affection returned, true eternal love, fertility, luck. WATER LILY ~ Purity of heart.

Crayons: Indigo Indigo isn't just a color…it's a state of mind. Symbolizing intuition and the idea of inexplicable energy...the third eye chakra, creative and subconscious processes, the channeling of psychic energy and spiritual awareness. It is a shade deep and rich, possessed of a timeless beauty. Our fragranced recreation is mystical and metaphysical, featuring indigo-colored ingredients as well as those which assist in the opening of your Third Eye. A heart of wild pansy and morning glory with a bright dash of lemongrass EO, soft resinous accents of frankincense, benzoin and patchouli, and a smooth base of Egyptian musk and marshmallow root. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: PANSY ~ Draws love, ensures your lover will think of you when separated, divination. MORNING GLORY ~ Peace, happiness, harmony, banishing of nightmares, encourages spontaneity. LEMON GRASS ~ Lust, increases psychic powers. FRANKINCENSE ~ Purification, consecration, protection, exorcism. Associated with silver and the moon. MARSHMALLOW ROOT ~ Fertility, happiness, creativity, increase in psychic awareness, intuition, love, protection, exorcism. Gently commanding and persuading. BENZOIN ~ Prosperity, astral projection, purification. EGYPTIAN MUSK ~Self-confidence and strength, sexual attractant, heightens passions and arousal. PATCHOULI ~ Soothes and uplifts; sensual, sexually stimulating, lust, fertility, money. Meditative and transforming.

PAPER WHITE BLOSSOMS ~ Egotism, formality, sweetness. OLIVE BLOSSOMS ~ Peace, power, potency, fertility, healing, protection, lust. OLEANDER ~ A poisonous plant with the traditional meaning of "caution, beware". STEPHANOTIS ~ Promotes happiness in marriage, stimulates desire to travel. AMBER ~ Fertility, creativity, love, luck, riches. EGYPTIAN MUSK ~ Self confidence and strength, sexual attractant, heightens passions and arousal. COTTON / COTTON BLOSSOM ~ Luck, healing, protection; return of lost love. SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted.

PINEAPPLE ~ Draws money and luck; chastity, protection. PAPAYA ~ Love, protection. Health of body and mind, clarity. Magnification of devotion. VANILLA ~ Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust, vitalizing. PLUMERIA ~ Love, strong ingredient for love spells. COPAL ~ Love, purification, cleansing.

Crayongs: Cerulean Blue An idealized fantasy of the perfect blue of sea and sky....and this perfume contains elements of each: watery notes, airy notes, and little familiar touches of blue. Fans of our Mermaids of Atlantis scent will want to dive right into Cerulean Blue! Cooling cucumber, avocado and maile leaf with floral accents of gardenia and plumeria, a touch of aquatic bladderwrack and a fruity topping of blueberry and black currant. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: BLUEBERRY ~ Protection, communication, peace, calm. BLACK CURRANT ~ Aids success in love affairs, and a magical representation of blood. CUCUMBER ~ Healing, fertility, abundance, invigorating. AVOCADO ~ Love, lust, beauty, fertility. BLADDERWRACK (seaweed) ~ Protection, money, psychic powers, sea spells. PLUMERIA ~ Love, strong ingredient for love spells. GARDENIA ~ Mood elevator; powerfully 'magnetic' for women, enhances visage, love, passion, peace, healing, spirituality. MAILE LEAF & VINE ~ Wedded love, fidelity, friendship, affection, protection, sex, divination, healing, stamina.

Crayon Collection: Carbon Black A shade so very dark, sexy and dangerous…a heart of lush mysterious black orchid enhanced by a blend of deep black Indian musks and "dirty" honey, draped with a velvety veil of oakmoss and powdered sugar…utterly seductive! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: BLACK ORCHID ~ Strong love symbol; beauty, refinement, fertility, creativity, psychic powers. BLACK MUSK ~ Self-confidence and strength, sexual attractant, heightens passions and arousal. BLACK HONEY ~ Enticing, seductive; use to bewitch a straying or hesitant lover. Happiness, fulfillment. OAK MOSS ~ Luck enhancing, financial success, protection, charity. Parental love. POWDERED SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted.

Crayon Collection: Burnt Umber A rich deep tone the result of which can only be obtained with fire - heating raw umber until it oxidizes - we've created a fragranced interpretation suitable for both men and women to enjoy…the resinous aura of a blend of ambers, nag champa and exotic majmua melded with smoky Arabian wood attars and intriguing earth accords. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: AMBERS ~ Fertility, creativity, love, luck, riches. SANDALWOOD, ARABIAN WOOD BOUQUET ~ Love, exotic, sensual atmospheric; aphrodisiac. Healing, spirituality, exorcism. SMOKE ~ In addition to the attributes of whatever is being burned (resins, woods, etc), smoke is for cleansing, purification, renewal, consecration, concealment and celebration. It is also the foremost mode of communication from this world to the realm of spirits and the gods. CHAMPA FLOWER ~ Nobility. Psychic enhancer; inspires peace and harmony; fidelity. EARTH ~ Grounding, centering, protection, renewal, reincarnation, life.

APPLE ~ Love, healing, fertility, good luck , happiness, immortality, fortelling spells. PEACH BLOSSOM ~ Love. Promotes fertility, happiness, and abundance. A symbol of marriage. Longevity, wishes granted. CACTUS FRUIT ~ Protection, chastity, endurance, warmth, love, inspiration, sacred gateway to the spirit world. GINGER ~ Fiery and fortifying, induces passion. Intensifies love spells and success spells. Love, money, success, power. Ginger increases sensitivity in the erogenous zones. PEPPER ~ Protection, fidelity, dispels envy and evil, exorcism, breaks hexes. SUGAR ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted. AMBER ~ Fertility, creativity, love, luck, riches.

Crayons: Atomic Mandarin Orange is an eye-catching color, both in nature and artificiality. But it is also one of the most cheerful shades, warm and juicy, like a fresh-squeezed shot of sunshine, so here's an orange with radiant style! For fans of our "Darlings" (Clementine and Catalina) we have what cupcake lovers crave! A batter of cake-type vanillas and vanilla bean swirled with natural tangerine and Mandarin orange oils and topped with homemade cotton candy frosting (whipped up with a blend of buttercream accords and fruity pink sugars). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Magickal Meanings of Ingredients: MANDERIN & TANGERINE ORANGE OILS ~ Strong 'magnet' to attract men; eternal love, marriage, fruitfulness, thoughtfulness, happiness, tribute. VANILLA, VANILLA BEAN ~ Aphrodisiac, inspires happiness, playfulness, sexual arousal, lust, vitalizing. BUTTER/CREAM ~ Nurturing, soothing, eases troubled relationships. Goddess energy. BERRY SUGARS ~ Attracts love, luck, sweetness and riches. Lust inducing, wishes granted. Attraction, draws fortunate circumstances in all areas of your life. EGG (SWEET MERINGUE) ~ A representation of the world or the womb. Fertility, nourishment, cycle of life, feminine energy.

These all look so amazing.

I was wearing this last night. It's nice for dealing with the break-up that I'm going through. I noticed that it took the edge off of the obsessive thoughts & anger that I've been feeling. I slept better than I have for a while. I'm sure that I care for this as a perfume, it tends to go very masculine smelling on me, but as a comfort scent it's divine!

I FINALLY got to my sampler today. This has an herbally goodness to it. Very nice!

Well, they seem to still work on the bugs, at least in my experience

Yeah, I'v went swimming & my perfume/pheros didn't make it through.